Why Am I Here?
- Josef Crandall

- Dec 28, 2021
- 15 min read
I began this Outlandish story yesterday about where we come from and why are we here. Isn’t that the number one question that people have? Why am I here? What is my purpose? Do I have a purpose? And we struggle our entire lives to try to find out the answer to this question. But we never seem to get there. I recently began to understand deep, deep truths that are contained within scripture. They are hidden from view, and you can't see them with the naked eye. You can't understand them with your natural understanding. Because they're spiritual they come from the spirit of the eternal and almighty Yehovah who rules over all that there is. There are two different accounts of how we got here in Genesis in chapter one there's one account and in chapter 2 there's another account. I had always been told throughout my life that it was just the same thing only two different viewpoints or two different writers and I believe that for probably over 30 years. But I was standing in my living room about two years ago in the spirit of Lord spoke to me practically in an audible voice and he said study to show thyself approved. A Workman worthy of his master’s hire.
Immediately I said but what have I been doing for 36 years, and he said nothing back. I pondered that for quite some time. What did it mean? I had been reading the King James Bible for 36 years. I'd studied it diligently, but here the spirit of God was telling me to study more. From that point on I started looking at other versions of the Bible and then discovered the Hebrew language the culture and most important the written Word. I started reading it and suddenly, I noticed a more simplistic message. A clear message. A message that was nor as clear or had seen in the King James Version before. Words began to stick out and I started doing intense word studies. Far greater than I'd ever done before, and I came to this conclusion words matter. They help us to communicate, to understand, to reason, to make decisions. And last June when I was awakened from my sleep, and I had been changed from a mortal man into a spiritual man. I could hear the voice of Yehoshua the savior, clearly inside of me. I discovered through the time of the last seven months that the word Yehovah and the spirit of your Yehovah always agree. The things I began to see in the spirit were confirmed in the word. And the things that I saw in the word were confirmed in the spirit. And so, there's a double witness here. All the things that I've been writing for the last at least six months have become into being this way a lot and a lot of it is radical. A lot of it seems far-fetched. Especially concerning what I wrote yesterday.
This fantastic tale, how we were all angels in heaven, and we were cast to the earth. And we were born of women because in those two accounts of creation the first one is in chapter 2 where the Lord Elohim, the self-existent one. The Maker of all that there is, formed a man with his own hands. Like a Potter turning a wheel with red clay. And he burned it with the fire of his hands, and he turned it black. A reddish mahogany black. And he breathed the breath of life into the man that he had formed, and man became a living spirit. Alive and immortal and he planted a garden in Eden, which means a walled-in place, a city of refuge. And there he placed his man and he caused the grass and the trees and the plants to grow up out of the earth and he placed there all the animals that he had made and he told Adam, “take care of my garden.” And Yehovah came in the coolness of the day any fellowshipped with man. And it was perfect. There was no time, there was no construct. It was like the spirit itself. Flowing and moving like the wind that comes blows through the trees. You can see the effects of it but you can't see it. But it's there, you know it's there. So, it is with the spirit. Always moving forward, never moving back. Het continuously moves onward and there is never an accounting of time. None whatsoever. Because Yehovah is ageless, timeless, without beginning and without end.
Lucifer didn't like what had happened. Before time, he had been in heaven. The Chief of all the Angels and when he saw the Lord made man a little above the angels and endued man with power and authority and gave him dominion over the earth. Lucifer was jealous. He would NEVER bow down to dirt. Lucifer said in his heart, I shall be like the Most High, I will create my own world.
And there was a rebellion in heaven and Lucifer was cast down and so he came into eve in the garden as a serpent and he beguiled her because he was the most subtle creature in all existence, and he seduced her with his wit and his charm. The Lord has said that “if you eat thereof, you shall surely die.” That's what Eve said but the serpent said no, “If you eat, you'll just be like us. Knowing both good and evil. And he tempted her. She fell under his spell because Lucifer has always been good at casting spells and he had sex with her in the garden, and she conceived with Cain. Then she went to her husband and said, “eat of this fruit and have relations with me. It feels so good and it's so nice. You need to try this, this is great. And Adam lay with his wife, and she conceived with Abel. That was the one thing that the Lord Yehovah had said, “you may freely eat of all the things in the garden. You're free to do whatever you want. But do not lay with your wife. For on the day you do, you will surely die.
And the spirit of the Lord kept came walking in the garden again. But Adam and Eve had made leaf aprons out of fig leaves, and they sewed them together. And they hid their nakedness and when the Lord came, they hid themselves among the trees. And Yehovah called out to Adam, “Where are you? And Adam said, “ I was naked and I hid myself.” “Who told you that you were naked? Did you eat and partake? Did you lay with your wife?” And he said the woman she told me to do it and I did lay with her.” And the Lord looked at Even and said, “what have you done?” And she said the serpent, he seduced me. He showed me his privates, and so I did what he wanted.” The Lord was angry. He cursed the serpent and said, “You should crawl on your belly all the days of your life and the woman shall bruise thy head and the heel of her feet shall bruise your head.” and Yehovah said, “because you have done this, you'll be in subjection under a man all the days of your life. All versions of the Bible say husband. But if you look the word up, it's not a husband, it's a man. Any man. Because of what Eve done, the Lord put woman under man. Before she was totally equal with man. For she had come from his rib. Bone of my bone and flesh of my flesh, and she shall be called woman. Do you know what the word woman means? The word “woman” means adulteress. That it's functionary and primary meaning.
Now sometime during this whole thing, maybe right before the serpent beguiled Eve. Lucifer and the rest of his team of fallen Angels went to make their own creation. an inferior one to be sure but it was a creation and that's in chapter one because in the beginning Elohiym created (Means to turn something, not, from scratch) the heavens and the earth and it took him seven days and he created an alternate world. A natural world and a carnal world. One where time ruled and there were constructs of order. There was a sun, there was a moon. There were stars, there was the earth, there was a firmament but when Elohiym (which means many gods magistrates angels) created the heavens and the earth without Yehovah, it was completely corrupt. They liked it and called it good, but it was not. When they got to the plants, the plants they created were aggressive strains that would move in and encroach on plants that the Lord had made. And when they created animals, they were dinosaurs and carnivores that were aggressive and would eat the animals that the Lord had made. would eat the other animals that the Lord had made. Elohiym never made anything because the word created means to turn from, it's a copy. It's a duplicate. It's not an original and when he created his man that's where the caveman came from. Because they had no souls, they were just like the animals.
I know this sounds fantastic I know it sounds insane. We've never heard this story before but it's true we started out in heaven as angels as Lucifer's tail swept heaven, he captured a third of the heavenly host and cast us to earth with him. Every human that has ever been born was once an Angel and the door that he opened for our fall was through sex. A natural world where a mother with 23 chromosomes and a father with 23 chromosomes would procreate together through sexual intercourse. This is what caused death as the Lord has said. A free spirit is captured into a flesh and blood carnal body of flesh that is not immortal and will eventually die. And it's the moment of conception the spirit of another Angel enters into at zygote, and it grows into maturity until a new baby is born. And there's joy in the house because such a blessed event has happened.
But that was never the way it was supposed to be. For the Lord intended to form men from dust and breathe his breath into them, so that they would become living beings themselves. This whole world that we live in is a fake. It's an image, a mirage. It's not real. In that we were once immortal, we became mortal in flesh and blood. We became trapped in this vestige of carnality of self. Unable to see and understand our creator. Lost and dead in a dying world, no hope.
Because man had no soul.
We've never understood how this all came to be. We've seen remnants of it. Our scientists have found all kinds of evidence of these things, but they placed it in a time of millions and millions of years ago. But the only time we have known is the last 6000-year period of time, or six days of Elohiym’s creation. So, what happened to him all where did it go?
The Lord looked down on his on the earth and all he saw was corruption. Everything that he had made had been corrupted had been turned. Lucifer and the fallen watchers had destroyed what he had made. They turned his man and all the plants and animals, and everything was corrupt. And it repented the Lord that he had made man. The flood was much more than just the destruction of the evil that was in the world. It was a reset, a start over again from scratch. To cleanse the earth with water with a torrent, with a flood. A flood that was violent and that ripped and tore. and it killed all the dinosaurs (only the animals that Yehovah had made were allowed into the ark) and it killed the men who had started as cave dwellers. It killed the plants and it reset everything. And when Noah and his three sons and their wives came out of the ark, the world was brand new. It was pure again. Then Yehovah re-seeded the earth. It had been cleansed and Noah, who had found favor in the eyes of almighty Yehovah. He righteous in his day. Noah was chosen to start over man again and all the animals which were chosen with him.
But the Serpent was not about to give up and Noah planted a vineyard, and he drank the wine thereof, and he got drunk. And Ham, tempted by those same old desires uncovered his father’s nakedness. It doesn't mean that he walked up and saw his father naked. No, it was much more devastating than that. It means that he had sexual relations with Noah’s wife. He uncovered his father, and once again sex led to the downfall of man. And when Noah woke up, he knew what Ham had done, and he cursed Ham and he gave the blessing of the Shem and he told Japheth that he would dwell in the House of Shem.
All these things played out historically. Ham became the father of the black hunters of Africa. Shem became the father other mahogany black future Israelites and Japheth became the father of the rest of the world. He was black but he had married a white wife. One from the secondary creation the one that Lucifer had created. Elohiym created time. A seven-day creation put everything in this place and its order according to his image because they said let us make man in our image let us create him in our likeness us. Plural Elohiym and on the 7th day Elohiym rested. Do you know why Elohiym is going to rest in this, the seventh day of creation?? Because he's going to spend 1000 years in the pit.
See we read our King James Bible and says God created the earth. God formed man. God did this, God did that. We all thought it was the same thing, but it's not. There are two separate words and are written. Yehovah Elohiym and just Elohiym. The Lord Yehovah is our God and Elohiym is Lucifer and his fallen Angels. It's all right there in black and white in Genesis, chapters one and two. But you look and study hard and have an open mind. And you MUST have eyes of the Spirit, to see the truth.
But why all of this?? Because, when The Angels left heaven, their connection to the source of all life was broken. They had to come up with some way to sustain themselves. Energy, they needed a source of energy. Before the flood all the watchers had been banished to the Abyss for their crimes. The whole time they have been there they have been creating more of them. But they start out as bugs, locusts, larvae. They need food to survive, energy. That was the purpose of Creation, to provide a food source for those demon spirits. So, Lucifer cast a net in heaven to trap Angels to cast them to earth to be born of a woman. And when someone dies without being restored to life by Salvation, their spirit is taken to the pit, and it feeds those demons. But we have figured out how to live beyond 30 or 40 years, so they instituted abortion to feed their kind without having to wait and every year millions of babies are sacrificed to the demons under the guise of Choice.
The alter in the Vatican tells this entire story in intimate and revolting detail. They have used the guise of religion for thousands of years to keep us all asleep so we would not find out the truth. It truly is the Matrix. The Catholic Church has been the main perpetrators of the demon’s plans. That is why they are referred to as the Beast. They are the head of the Serpent’s kingdom on earth. This is why you were created and why you were born. To feed the Demons.
Now those bugs, those locusts, those demon spirits, that have been in the pit are about to come forth this next year. Because the time of the fulfillment of these things, which Elohiym set into being are about to reach their final conclusion. The Lord God has honored this construct of time because we chose the Serpent’s Kingdom over the one, he made for us. He is allowing this all to play out within the framework that the Elohiym created. The seven thousand years. If this was all that there was, we would all be doomed, but the Lord Yehovah had other plans.
Until Messiah came.
His plan of redemption that first began when he separated out a people through Abraham. He called out and separated people unto himself again. He consecrated out a people and he said you are my people and if you will follow my laws and you will love me, I will be your Yehovah, and I will protect you and I will feed you and I will water you and you shall find pasture. He gave them 613 laws to guide and direct every aspect of their life. But man could never do that. We were too inferior, and we were too flawed. because we had consorted with the serpent, we just could not overcome this body of our flesh. Yehovah wanted to prove to us that we could not redeem ourselves. That it was necessary that a Messiah would have to come, as a lamb and be slain for our sin. A perfect sacrifice of blood must be arranged.
So, Yehovah sent us his only begotten Son, to die on a cross, for our sins to redeem us from death. So, that we would not have to feed demons anymore.
This natural world and all that we have created in our own image all leads to death. There is absolutely no life in money or cars or houses or lands they are all vanity. Solomon figured that one out. He had everything that a man could ever have or want. In the need we all still die, no matter how successful we are. And if you do not accept the sacrificial offering of the Messiah, Yehoshua, you will die and the worms will eat your flesh and your spirit will feed another larvae demon, but what’s even worse is your children will too. Men have run to and fro through out the earth and we have come to the end of our ways. We have done all that we could ever do. The day of the Gentiles is full. We have seen this in the last 42 months, and now the last 42 will proceed.
Everything around us today is going to melt in a fervent heat. The elements themselves will melt and fused together into a new form. the fire will thoroughly purge the earth and there will be evil no more in the original plan of the almighty will come forth once again and he will dwell amongst his people, and he will be our your Yehovah and we will be his people forever. We're not going back to heaven. Heaven is going to come here. The Lord God made this earth this earth for himself and for us so we could live in peace and in harmony forever. And enjoy his goodness. A land that flows with milk and honey forever. but for the next 3 1/2 years the fire will purge the earth and cleanse her from her sin and everything that Lucifer and his fallen angels created we burn up everything, but a remnant will yet survive.
Show me a single place in scripture where Yehovah ever took anyone out of anything? Hebrews chapter 11 is full of men who overcame all manner of challenges to win in the end. That is why Yehoshua himself said, To he who endures until the end the same shall be saved. Not to him who flies off into the starry night, but him who overcomes. You deny the very words of our Savior to believe in your fantasy doctrine of rapture. 1Thess 4:13-18 has nothing to do with Rapture, Same for 1 Cor. 15. Both places Paul is talking about the single event, the Resurrection of the Dead. You have been deceived with all of Christendom. Because you have chosen to believe what some man said these words mean instead of believing what Yehoshua himself said. And this coming year will prove it. Millions of Christians will fail in their faith and turn away because they will be completely disillusioned when Tribulation ravages this earth.
If you do not know your Yehovah and Yehoshua very well, you will fail. I am warning you as a man of God. Turn away from your fables and get ready to stand against a government that will arrest you and then kill you if your refuse to take their fake vaccine. Everything is tied to this. It is the Mark of the Beast and any who take it are doomed. The Bible says in Matthew along with the parable of the wheat and the tares that one will be taken, and one will be left. That means that 50% of the population of the earth will die. But 1/3 of them in one year in 2023. China already crossed the Euphrates River when they exposed the world to Covid. Their purpose was to cause all men whether rich or poor bond or free to take a vaccine that was to stop the virus.
Only it did not. Because that was never what it was designed for. It was designed in the end to kill 50% of the world's population. One will be taken, and one will be left. The wicked shall be harvested FIRST and bundles together in bundles to be burned. How else do you think that you could dispose of billions of bodies than to burn them??? THEN the righteous will be gathered into the master’s barns. Seen any barns in heaven lately?? Barns are towns. Each town living as Jehovah said to live as Holy and righteous before Yehovah. With one of the 144,000 ruling each town.
This is how we will live during the next 1,000 years. People will begin to live about 250 years because we the Sons of God will cleanse the earth of all her corruption and pollutants. There will only be four generations during this time. The goal of our creator was never to take us back to heaven, but for him to come here and live among us forever. He made the earth and formed man for that purpose. Yehovah will not allow the Devil to steal his earth anymore. There is still more because he is endless and without time, but you needed to understand the why and the who and the what. To have your eyes opened so you would know how you must live and who to give your allegiance to. WE are the spiritual Israel, we are the children of Yehovah.





Comments